Tie me up with sheets, and hang me from your tree
I'll stay out here all night, it doesn't even matter
As long as I can see, into your room and feel
Like I'm inside your life, I'll follow you forever

Don't cut me down just yet, I'll make things right again
Don't close your blinds on me, on me...

I will never recover from this
I will never believe in this again
And I can never go back to the way I used to be before this started

The snow won't go away, My nose runs down my face
No one sees me here, It doesn't even matter
And every step I take, I stay in the same place
I can't begin to start again why can't I just be perfect?

I will never recover from this
I will never believe in this again
I can never go back to the way I used to be before this started

I will never recover from this
I will never believe in this again
I can never go back to the way I used to be before this started

You see my ghost and you'll never forget it
My face is as white as the snow that haunts me
Your windows my door and nothing can stop me
Sometimes betrayal can make you happy

Don't cut me down just yet, I'll make things right again
Don't close your blinds on me, on me...

I will never recover from this
I will never believe in this again
I can never go back to the way I used to be before this started

Fuck you all who like to spread rumors.. i hope it makes you happy knowing that you are fucking up something wonderful for someone else by running your fucking mouth, maybe you should think before you talk

heeyy guys.. yeah im alive.. i havent been to school in like 7 days, but unfortunately i wasn't on vacation i had the freakin mumps.. wtf who gets the mumps these days?? yeah but it suuuucked bad i felt like i got hit my a semi for about a week. im so sick of looking at the tv its unbelievable. but i get to come back to school tmr  im actually pretty excited.. im sick of my house i need to get out of it.. even if it is to go to school. i was gonna come back monday but they wouldn't let me, they have to send out letters to everybodys parents n stuff now saying that somebody in school had mumps.. lol im famous! well it is kinda crazy im only like the 6th person in burlington to have them.. and chris and my mom are 7 and 8.. sorry guys  i really feel sorry for them and i pray that none of you get it. and theres only 13 days left of school!! im sooo excited.. but i have a shit load of make up work to do.. not looking forward to that.. SUMMER IS COOOMMING

Beautiful dawn,
Lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I'd rather wake up and see with you.

DRAGON BOATS IS TODAY!! yaya.. right, not that excited cause everyone is THERE and im stuck at home getting ready for work  shitty huh? maybe me kels n anna shouldnt have trashed the freshmans tent last year.. haha it was pretty funny tho. Tritons better do awesome this year! bust out the ass kickin we had freshman year!!! good luck i believe in you guys lol.  yep well we only have 21 days left of school!! summer is gonna be a freakin blast.. im sooo excited!! i cant even believe how fast highschool went by.. its so crazy. 07' grads we're gonna be SENIORS next year!! and we're all gonna make the best of it and live it up!! PROM is next weekend too!! pretty excited for that.. nothin else to really say besides <i love you all..3  oh yeah and shelby just told me the freshman team that beat us last year won.. haha good job guys!

woooow i need to get out of this fucking town.. im so sick of it. and it depresses me how deprived it am. ive barely been 2 hours out of here. i cant wait til summer.. me n steph are goin to IDAHOOOOOO. yaaayaya!!  i think that means idaho is in for somethin.. haha going to school today made me realize how much i love breaks.. and how much im sick of schoooooooool!! and i know you guys are too! i can't get in trouble this summer tho.. i just learned today that my curfew is 9 on freakin weekdays and 10 on weekends.. that is such bullshit, when you mess up once it screws you over forever so learn from me.. oh yeah n m gonna get random drug tests now cause the juvenille detention officer thinks im a really bad kid i guess.. i know, i look like a BADASS for sure!      < i love you allll3

i think im kinda scared cause i dont want to lose you.. if you're really there, then maybe you can hang through.. i hope you understand, its nothing to you, im a little paranoid from what ive been through, you dont know what you got yourself into...

Maybe a greater thing will happen
Maybe all will see
Maybe our love will catch like fire
As it burns through me <3

Happy Valentines Day!!! a day late.. but i hope everyone's was good! i looove valentines day and i couldnt have asked for a better one than i had yesterday.  i am so happy right now.. i feel like im where im supposed to be and im with who im meant to be with.. and i don't think life could get much better. I love all of you who have helped me through some shit in my life.. i donno what i'd do without you guys.. and im here for you WHENEVER you need me

I LOVE YOU CHRIS RICHARDSON!!!

Happiness
More or less
It's just a change in me
Something in my liberty
Oh, my, my
Happiness
Coming and going
I watch you look at me
Watch my fever growing
I know just where I am